Day 3 of No Supervision
Day 2 of No Supervision Updates:
Bad lol. I burned myself out by Day 1...turns out chronic burnout can't be beat by just ignoring it and trying to restart at 100.
Realistic goals for Day 3:
Draft an email for my accountant- Call my accountant (different purpose/need) --> Rescheduled for tomorrow
- At work: focus on getting everything done that needed to be done today - kind of done
Clean the apartment (regular, daily cleaning)
As I'm desperately trying to rush through something this morning that I definitely should have been doing last night, I'm remembering this quote:
"...you’re pretty much free to do whatever you like. You need only face the consequences." - Meditation for Mortals, Oliver Burkeman
And I sigh.
OK I'm trying to focus just on work, but if I don't put this somewhere, I'm going to scream.
I hate my job so fucking bad. I hate my team. I hate myself and the bullshit work I do because I know it's not as good of quality as I want. I hate everything, and I want to quit so fucking bad. But Tina Belcher meme: in this economy?